The Children of God
And occasionally there were separate individuals. Some boys "building great structures". Some girls with dolls and stuffed animals. I noticed several "tea parties" in progress, and replays of the great train robbery".
"THEY HAVE BEGIN TO INTERACT
WITH THE WORLD THEY
Like before THE VOICE FILLED the room saying, "CHILDREN PLEASE COME TO ME...", and i watched once again as from all directions CHILDREN came TO MY MASTER. Once again i watched as children ran TO HIM, but not all. While the majority ran and grabbed the closet spots available, there were some who came slowly and purposely. Once they took there seats I could feel the silence that filled the room.
Now the toddlers were noisy, these "older"
children were quiet. Almost "unnaturally" so...was my feel on it. It
seemed all these children were actively watching and listening. And what i was watching was a KINGLY
It seemed we waited a long time with those eyes watching and those ears waiting for HIM.
"CHILDREN", HE BEGAN, "I HAVE A SPECIAL
FRIEND THAT WANTS TO TELL YOU A VERY SPECIAL STORY. YOU MUST
Now this one even sounded interesting to me and i was eager to hear...and all i seemed to see was this AMAZING
There is an old saying that prayer is the LAST RESORT of A SCOUNDREL, which even now gives me little comfort because i found myself praying very hard. And I realized singing songs for two year olds was a whole lot easier than "telling a story" for four and five year olds. And i heard that SWEET SMALL VOICE say to my spiritman, "YOU CAN TEACH AN OLD DOG A NEW TRICK OR TWO!". To which i responded to HIS WITTY COMMENT...."gee thanks, BOSS..." Which got a response...which i did not really expect. "WOULD A SONG HELP..." and somewhere deep inside of me came this reply.... "you got to be kidding me.."......HE WASN'T and I heard to my deep chagrin....and maybe everlasting shame....
HEY THERE LITTLE
and i was elsewhere....
selah
Bob Neumann
as it whispered "WHY ME!".
{looking back, i realize i started THE CHILDREN OF GOD on Monday Nov 13. At the time it was only one part of what i knew would be more than 4-5-6??? installments. But i did not realize i would not finish and post PART 1 until Friday the 16th. By this time i have traveled through 5 very different groupings of images and patterns and songs and some very strange stuff in general. Part 2 went out on Saturday the 17th and since that time i have basically been sleepless.... my mind is foggy, my spirit is weary, and my body aches. i have not felt anything so difficult since the THIRD THUNDER.... for 3 days now i have struggled in relating what
followed after getting the SONG...about one "LITTLE
i did not....}
I WAS STANDING IN THE WOODS......and yes... I was standing
under some trees in what some might call a "
As i found myself just standing
and waiting with the old
fairytale would be up beat. At
which point that STILL SMALL VOICE commented..."AT YOUR
Let's say that i was "dui" at the moment... DISCERNING UNDER the INFLUENCE of a 1960's song.... but the song really did not tell me what would be
coming out of the door of one of these huts. Said song does not paint a picture beyond a "pretty girl"....and the issue of male hormones. Yet people are reading in
to it just what i was thinking at the time.
looking back i really did not know whether i was "telling" a story, or maybe was the story. Was i to just watch or to interact. The song said that there
was interaction between one
wolf...and one girl. I really, really did not think i was going to be wearing a
i was content to see i was in the old familiar brown. So if the story played out "the wolf" would be waiting somewhere down the "path".
So i stood there watching and
doing too much thinking. So when a door briefly opened and a child in
stood. So i made my first decision and walked quickly towards the child. No stealth, and no subtlety at all.
"Hello young lady", i greeted her. She briefly looked back and up at me. "I do not speak to strangers.", she stated and walked away. So i just followed thinking
"solid advice" to be
given when walking to GRANDMA'S HOUSE. I also noticed she was a blond with blue
eyes, and thought it appropriate for a german fairy
tale. I also noticed that she was lugging one "HUGE PICNIC BASKET"....and
my mind wandering as it will...was that the only real danger we had en route to
GRANNY'S PLACE is if "YOGI
The one thing i did notice as we walked quickly was that "THE PATH" was clear of any bushes or scrub. Either it was very well traveled, or the county
"BUSH-HOGGED" it regularly. Thankfully i saw a "cottage" sitting all
alone. And as expected
right to
the door that was partially opened. It was then that i realized we had seen no "wolf" on our trek. So i assumed said "wolf" was waiting....and
was obviously not happy i was following her. But I figured if i saved her from the wolf, things would work out...whatever i was thinking...i was way off....
Red went through an inner door and i followed. i found her standing at the foot of a
classic 4 poster bed....and in said bed was a typical wolf....in nightgown, cap
and "granny glasses". As Red anchored herself at the foot of the bed, i walked up the left side of the bed and looked down
at a not to happy wolf. And the look the wolf gave me told me my
"visit" was not expected. But before i could say or do anything
"Oh GRANDMOTHER, WHAT BIG EARS YOU HAVE." At that point i had to jump in... "Listen
asked pointing at the wolf, taking the simple direct approach. "My GRANDMOTHER has been ill and i have come to take care of her." Seeing that the original story had that as a major part of the plot, i could not argue. So I followed up on my original question. "Has your GRANDMOTHER always had big hairy ears?"
But the wolf jumped in, "SO I CAN HEAR YOU BETTER, MY
"Has your GRANDMA always
talked like that, child?", I asked. Again the
wolf got in first. "I've been sick..."...and both
me awaiting my response. And i said, "SHUT UP WOLF!".
"Don't you dare tell my GRANDMOTHER to SHUT UP in HER OWN
HOUSE?",
"OPORTUNISTIC!", exclaimed the WOLF. "And you followed me all the way here...", spoke up
"I did not stalk her", i answered.
"THE EVIDENCE POINTS DIRECTLY AT YOU....PERVERT!". On that i snapped and grabbed the wolf's snout holding it closed.
At that
At that point i thought...this is
not going very well. Seeing i was holding THE WOLF
WITH MY LEFT
stopped the lousy screaming, so i figured "GOOD ENOUGH".
So i started to talk in a quiet, controlled voice... "Listen Red..."...."NO!"... "Please..."...."NO!"..... "I'LL LET THE WOLF GO....", and i was answered with
silence. As i released the snout LITTLE
At that THE WOLF LOOKED UP at me and very indignantly said..."JUST
WHO
And that stopped me. COLD.
The quiet that followed was interesting. So, as calmly as i could i looked at the girl and asked. "Are you telling me that you do not see a wolf wearing
your Granny's nightgown and glassed in this bed?". "Of course not! That is my GRANDMOTHER!"
I had no response....except the thought ran through my mind...."this is not working".
"I came because i wanted to
save you from THE WOLF..." i started and
immediately got cut off... "WHAT WOLF?"
"YOU CAME HERE TO HURT MY GRANDMOTHER!", was her declaration, "YOU
"SEEMS you have made things worse than you
intended", said THE WOLF in almost a conversational tone. "YOU KNOW
WHAT THEY
With a strange lilt in "her" voice, THE WOLF
SAID,"
As i turned away from the bed and took one step I found myself in that strange "place" of BEING out of both time and place. And i stopped and stood thinking
many thoughts. After a short while i felt a gentle tap on my shoulder and heard HIS VOICE....
"YOU REALLY MUCKED UP A GRIM'S FAIRY TALE...".
i sure did...
selah
bob neumann
{So far i have related seeing two rooms of children. Neither needed supervision, structure, or control beyond ABBA'S WILL. Then i ran into what THE HARLET
CHURCH has done to children yearning to serve. The real issue is who is sending them "OUT" and "WHY".
Y'SHUA spares no words in Mat 10:16..."Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves:..." These are men. Men used to hard living in a hard land.
They would spend 3 years walking with THE MASTER...and HE
DEMANDED that they stay in
So what does THE HARLET CHURCH really do?}
It is a real wonderful feeling when THE LAMB tells you that you "mucked up". For those of you who have not encountered "muck", "muck" is just another term
for fresh fertilizer, recently deposited by farm animals. It is a dirty and smelly job that has to get done. So when one "MUCKS UP"...one spreads manure
around where it should not be.
So i was not terribly surprised
after my CONFRONTATION with LITTLE
Scripture says clearly in JUDE...
Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write unto you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write unto you, and exhort [you] that ye should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints.
"Contend" is translated from the GREEK TERM "epagônizomai". To me it means to do battle, now others can figure it out for themselves. Was i too
confrontational with a "child" who could not discern? So i told myself to be a little more "dove like". So I walked over to an old tree and sat down on a root
wondering where all this was going. At this point it was me and the trees. No songs, no poems, no clues what so ever. So i waited.
Eventually i heard a strange "clomping sound" and turned towards the direction the noise was coming from. After a few moments i could hear several voices
and reminded myself "meek as a dove...".
Walking in single file were five men. I immediately recognized the leader and stood to greet them.
"Hail Arthur, king of the Britons", i stated in a clear "manly" voice. Before me were part of the cast of SPAMALOT. The musical version of MONTY PYTHON and THE HOLY GRAIL. What i found interesting was that the fifth and final member of the quintet was Eric Idle who wrote the play. But he was dressed as the others in knightly garb.
"Greetings, stranger", anounced Arthur, "and well met". As i shook hands all around, i wondered what or where things were going. So i asked how were they
doing so far in their search for
the GRAIL. "The CUP that GOD THE ALMIGHTY and
sounded like one of the lines from the play and I stated. "Is there another?".
"Of course not,", replied King Arthur, "but you must understand that THE GRAIL is merely a metaphor for man's need to find something greater in himself."
"But we are now looking for what is greater", stated one of the knights and the others joined the conversation. "You must have a PURPOSE. Goals beyond
your sight and beyond your reach." For some reason this felt familiar, but it was not what i was expecting, silly me.
"Are you still on a GREAT QUEST?".... i asked Arthur. "Yes we have a GREAT QUEST that we are tirelessly pursuing." And it was here all five knights stood
quietly looking upwards. Looked impressive. And then they started to sing....
To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
I had to join in "THIS IS MY QUEST TO FOLLOW THAT
But Arthur and his knights had stopped singing and were staring
at me. "Forgive me stranger,", announced
Arthur with a broad smile on his face. He looked at his companions. "We have
a brother knight on the same QUEST!". "NO KING ARTHUR, please forgive
At that Arthur seemed impressed. "Poor servant indeed. There is more to you than what meets our eye. I wonder what you are doing here?"
Now that was a good question. And a thought came to me. So i posed a question.
"By chance, good Arthur, have you seen a fair maid in your recent travels?"
"Several times now," Arthur replied in a stage whisper, "we have heard her song but have yet to see her. Which we hope to do soon".
"Then i must attempt to
persuade you not to", i began, "For the
Maid is the betrothed of my MASTER, Y'SHUA
now Arthur and his friends seemed confused....so I sang...
To love ... pure and chaste from afar ...
To try ... when your arms are too weary ...
To reach ... the unreachable star ...
This is my quest, to follow that star ...
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far ...
To fight for the right, without question or pause ...
To be willing to march into Hell, for a Heavenly cause...
"Oh,my..." muttered one of the knights. "Oh, yes..." i stated and clasped the man's shoulder. "But what of our QUEST", asked Arthur?
"Forgive me Good Arthur, but did not the LORD OF LA MANCHA
speak of an UNREACHABLE
I saw King and Knights nodding along with my logic. "What more can valiant knights want?", i asked.
But Arthur had a look on his face i could not fathom. I sure was not sure where he was going to go next.
"Sir Knight", he asked, "you seem to know much of this LORD OF LA MANCHA."
"I should, good king, because DON QUIXOTE DE LA MACHA is but one of the titles my KING wears with great
distinction. LORD OF LORDS, KING OF KINGS, PRINCE OF PEACE, EL GEHBOR....". So i sang....
Hear me now
Oh thou bleak and unbearable world,
Thou art base and debauched as can be;
And a knight with his banners all bravely unfurled
Now hurls down his gauntlet to thee!
I am I, Don Quixote,
The Lord of
My destiny calls and I go,
And the wild winds of fortune
Will carry me onward,
Oh whithersoever they blow.
Whithersoever they blow,
Onward to glory I go!
I'm Sancho! Yes, I'm Sancho!
I'll follow my master till the end.
I'll tell all the world proudly
I'm his squire! I'm his friend!
Hear me, heathens and wizards
And serpents of sin!
All your dastardly doings are past,
For a holy endeavor is now to begin
And virtue shall triumph at last!
King Arthur was beaming..."What a wonderful song your KING has! So then you are SIR PANCHO...." With that the knights were pumping my hand and
slapping my back. And i felt things were looking good for once.
And it came to me....another song...
"Good King Arthur, and noble knights. Let me speed you off on your great quest with a song MY KING, THE SOON COMING BRIDEGROUM gave for HIS BELOVED."
I have dreamed thee too long,
Never seen thee or touched thee.
But known thee with all of my heart.
Half a prayer, half a song,
Thou hast always been with me,
Though we have been always apart.
Dulcinea... Dulcinea...
I see heaven when I see thee, Dulcinea,
And thy name is like a prayer
An angel whispers... Dulcinea... Dulcinea!
If I reach out to thee,
Do not tremble and shrink
>From the touch of my hand on thy hair.
Let my fingers but see
Thou art warm and alive,
And no phantom to fade in the air.
Dulcinea... Dulcinea...
I have sought thee, sung thee,
Dreamed thee, Dulcinea!
Now I've found thee,
And the world shall know thy glory,
Dulcinea... Dulcinea!
Arthur and his gang beamed.... "Such a truly glorious song, Sir Pancho...." Proclaimed Arthur, KING OF THE BRITONS. "I hope to meet your SOVEREIGN on my QUEST". With that he and the knights walked away into the woods.
So i sat back on my root and watched them march off singing..."SPAM, SPAM, SPAM, SPAM....".
Crazy old men on a QUEST. PURPOSE DRIVEN for goal unattainable.
i end here....because i was watching them march off when i heard a familiar voice...
that will be part 5...
selah
bob neumann